Famous Last Words - My Chemical Romance
Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your...
And I know
There's nothing I could say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...
So many
Bright lights to cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home
Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I'm out here
On the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home
These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I say
I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
(How can I see, I see you lying)
'Cause I see you lying next to me
(How can I see, I see you lying)
With words I thought I'd never speak
(How can I see, I see you lying)
Awake and unafraid
(How can I see, I see you lying)
Asleep or dead
'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home
(Asleep)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home
(Asleep)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home
ace camp was
shitall the stupid
hornets-.-
11:36 pm
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
padua with milk
update!
last saturday was a day where i had no activities going on, and rightly so. therefore i was free to go to a certain place in yio chu kang to do something that involved kicking of balls. and yes, it was shit fun.
so, for every ding dong you get past these 2 erect metal poles, you get a goal. and well, i got 4. the game lasted about 2 hours, with 2 half-times, and my team were leading all the way to the end. until the person who was entrusted to keep other people's family jewels out of the 2 pole dancer thingys decided to have a conversation with some nutcase using something called a cell phone. yes people, we lost 9-10.
only consolation? well, we found that place very suitable for us. and especially when we have an orgy. it would be so much easier to get those balls through.
oh and i was joint top scorer with kok yee. considering im definately not as good as him, thats pretty good. lalala
ps. i did an alonso (:
ok, fast forward to yesterday.
day 2 of the ding dong challenge!
most people decided to turn up, after we showed them the video of the game we uploaded on youtube.com
my team won both matches, first by 7-3, then 4-2. i was playing central midfield for only the second time, first on saturday, and we stopped conceding once i stopped bombing forward to attack. weeee~
anyway, i scored yet another hat-trick, but this time i only scored 3. still, i was second top scorer, and another good game in central midfield.
but hey, don't take my word for it. ask around. realise that im scamming you so well that you don't know that im actually speaking the truth.
oh well. i shall not discuss my trip to wala-wala in holland village on monday night.
it was way to fun to be elaborated here.
or maybe i was just too drunk on heineken and hoegaarden to remember anything apart from the hot babes and live band.
=x
5:06 pm
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Disenchanted - My Chemical Romance
Well I was there on the day
They sold the cars for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene.
It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
and as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting
Yeah yeah, oh
If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
And will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learned a goddamned thing.
You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to you
I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
We've got the obvious team,
we'll show 'em what we all mean.
Yeah yeah, oh
If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
And will it matter long after I'm gone?
Because you never learned a goddamned thing.
You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to you
So go, go away, just go, run away.
But where did you run to? And where did you hide?
Go find another way...
Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah
You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to you, come on
You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to you
At all, at all, at all...
ok, so i shouldn't have this song.
i shouldn't have many things.
unfortunately, i do.
and one of those things [well actually 14 of those things]
so enjoy.
the black parade started early O:
but i broke my promise ):
ps. go to theblackparade.com
you will want to. O:
8:21 pm
Thursday, October 19, 2006
laugh. i mean it.
Earlier today, Madonna adopted a one-year-old African boy named David. Madonna named the boy David because that's the African word for "Publicity Stunt."
At a press conference yesterday, President Bush said that the U.S. has no plans to attack North Korea. The President said, "We can't invade North Korea, they actually have weapons of mass destruction."
Scientists in Sweden say that they have discovered homosexual behavior among bees. The homosexual bees don't sting people, but they do make vicious remarks about their weight.
Disney executives are furious about an amateur video that's been circulating that shows Minnie Mouse having sex. Disney executives were shocked and said: "This is the kind of thing we expect from that whore Cinderella."
Yesterday, North Korea conducted a nuclear test, and the blast was so small that many scientists are saying it was a dud. Apparently, the nuclear bomb didn't work well because it was made in Korea.
Several Burger King employees face charges because they cooked marijuana into hamburgers and served them to a couple of police officers. The employees describe the burger as a "really Happy Meal."
Paris Hilton and Nicole Richie have reportedly patched up their feud by having dinner at a restaurant together. Nicole had the house salad and Paris had the waiter and three busboys.
This weekend, Korean dictator Kim Jong Il defied the United States and tested a nuclear weapon. President Bush responded to Kim Jong Il with a formal letter of protest that begins, "Dear Kimberly..."
MySpace.com said it is launching a voter registration page targeting young adults. Sadly, the only person the MySpace page has attracted so far is former Congressman Mark Foley.
7:30 pm
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
i don't love you - my chemical romance
When you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way
And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I am not
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can
When you go
Would you even turn to say
I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday
Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless needing
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay
And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another loan
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
When you go
Would you even turn to say
I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday
When you go
Would you have the guts to say
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
damn it's nice x)
10:11 pm
Saturday, October 14, 2006
i don't love you
it's just a sad song, with nothing to sayi hate waiting. don't you ever get sick of waiting? it's like this short midgit [oops redundancy] constantly humping your leg while you're trying to do some masturbation. he/she'll do all sorts of eccentric things just to annoy you. like cutting the power from your computer. or putting SexyBack on repeat on your iTunes. or worse. cancelling your pre-order of The Black Parade. ahh! ok, maybe you might not want to listen to music while doing your
thing, or try using a laptop with a battery and wireless [free to move O:], but never. ever. let him/her cancel your order. no way.
The Black Parade is just too good!
agree? yeah i think so too (:
ok that was
not what you think. no, i wasn't wanking. and no, i didn't pre-order my The Black Parade. i don't have a credit card or paypal. sorry lah ):
i was, however, doing stuff that made sure this happened:
yes. played 38, won 38, 114 points, +146 goals
i'm good (:
11:30 pm
famous last words
i am not afraid to keep on living, i am not afraid to walk this world alone...ok actually i am lah. loneliness is the worst feeling in the world. no one deserves to be alone, not even dota addicts who can't get a decent haircut and/or have hot sisters. life is so much better when you're with friends, family, loved ones etc. you have much for fun playing football, much better sex [i wouldn't know], more joy in the world. i've been alone many times, as have 98.9% of the population. though the definition of
alone may differ from person to person, but i bet my balls that its never fun. and if they say otherwise, they're lying man.
liars. boo.
i don't love you, like i did, yesterday.well actually, i still do. lalala.
but mcr had to write such a nice song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sAbG5rXps5soh well. 10 more days.
fyi, i wasn't contemplating slitting my wrists while i play
helena on the guitar while i was thinking of something to blog about.
it's all random dude.
(:
9:52 pm
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
welcome to the black parade - my chemical romance
When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the saviour of the broken,
the beaten and the damned?"
He said "Will you defeat them,
your demons, and all the non believers,
the plans that they have made?"
Because one day I'll leave you,
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join the black parade."
When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the saviour of the broken,
the beaten and the damned?"
Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go.
And through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.
When you're gone we want you all to know.
We'll carry on,
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And in my heart I can't contain it
The anthem won't explain it.
A woman sends you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all.
So paint it black and take it back
Lets shout it loud and clear
Defiant to the end
We hear the call
To carry on
We'll carry on
Though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches
On and on we carry through the fears
Ooh oh ohhhh
Disappointed faces of your peers
Ooh oh ohhhh
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all
Do or die
You'll never make me
Because the world, will never take my heart
You can try, you'll never break me
You want it all, you wanna play this part
I won't explain or say I'm sorry
I'm unashamed, I'm gonna show my scar
Give a cheer, for all the broken
Listen here, because it's only you
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
I'm just a boy, who's meant to sing this song
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
I -- don't -- care
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
Though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
You'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry
We'll carry on
(Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world, will never take my heart
You can try, you'll never break me
You want it all, you wanna play this part)
mcr month continues!
this time, its a new blog layout.
weee
enjoy (:
9:56 pm
MCR hits SNL
Acroynms are fun. My Chemical Romance will be performing on Saturday Night Live on October 21st. Do not miss.
My Chemical Romance's album 'The Black Parade' will be in stores on October 24th in the US and October 23rd everywhere else, but you can pre-order your own copy right now for a special price of 13.98. You can also get a special limited edition version of 'The Black Parade.' The limited edition features a long skinny box with hinged lid, wrapped in black velveteen. The 64-page book in the box contains Gerard's drawings, making-of-the album notes from the band, and 4 special photo art cards, plus the CD. All for only $39.98.
sure O:
11:49 am
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
thank you for the venom - my chemical romance
Sister, I'm not much a poet, but a criminal
And you never had a chance
Love it, or leave it, you can't understand
A pretty face, but you do so carry on,
and on,
and on
I wouldn't front the scene if you paid me
I'm just the way that the doctor made me, on,
and on,
and on,
and on
Love is the red of the rose on your coffin door
What's life like, bleeding on the floor,
the floor,
the floor
You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe
So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will
Preach all you want but who's gonna save me?
I keep a gun on the book you gave me, hallelujah, lock and load
Black is the kiss, the touch of the serpent son
It ain't the mark or the scar that makes you one,
and one,
and one,
and one
You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe
So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will
You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
You wanna follow something
Give me a better cause to lead
Just give me what I need
Give me a reason to believe
So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will
So give me all your poison (Fire at will)
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts (Fire at will)
And make me ill
You're running after something (Fire at will)
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want (Fire at will)
Then fire at will
2 more days.
14 more days.
lalala.
its mcr month! O:
9:35 pm
momma, we all go to hell
north korea's nuclear testing.
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SCAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARY~~~~~
why don't they just bomb us now. afterall, momma, we all go to hell. or at least you know what they to do guys like us in prison. maybe they'll cut off 2 of your toes. as they say, it's not a fashion statement, it's a deathwish O:
so, as we all embark to the end, thank you for the venom, and honey, this mirror isn't big enough for the two of us. hang em high, before the jetset life kills you. i promise i'm okay, the lights and sounds just abit too much for my only one. it was a rough landing, but its only two weeks to twenty. and after dying at the black parade, just shut up and play. bring on the nuclear bombs. i don't love you. O:
ok. decipher the disenchanted code ^^^^^^^^
fyi. i never told you what i do for a living.
back to physics. ):
so long and goodnight.
8:57 pm
techno89 o.o
now, when i should be immersing myself in my revision notes [if any], i am here, dedicating my precious wasted time in updating the loyal 0.34person[s] who actually take their time to read this web log [not using 'blog' cos 3/4 of british people dont know wtf it means] on my life as a guy with no life, playing futbol manager.
of course, at the time of writing, it is ~13 mins from the BIG race in japan. and no, i'm not talking about f1. ok actually i am. so i shall try to keep this short. so expect a really short, to the point rant.
ok thats wrong cos how can a rant be short and to the point.
anyway. i am currently embarking on my 2nd season at fc barcelona. 4 games into the season, 12 points scored, 10 goals scored, 0 conceded. this is a continuation of the form from the previous season, only that i'm not conceding anymore. ahahahaha. i won the league with 3 games to go, beating valencia by 9 points. [we got 99, they got 90] it was a gripping race, with both teams equal on points until just 4 games to go. but, they couldn't make it last, so we eventually won it. however, my goalkeeper lost his form after april, so the goals started flowing in. i only conceded 21 goals in the whole season, so he's still half-decent =/
after winning the league, i had two major cup finals. the champions league and the spanish cup. as always, we beat our opponents with a swagger. crushed milan 6-2 in the final, only bad part was the conceding of 2 goals [yeah i'm a perfectionist ):] and beat real betis 3-0.
oh. i lost in the semi-finals of the confederations cup to italy in the summer.
but who cares. i already won the world cup with england. HELLO SVEN. (:
ok. its ~3 hours to jay leno. T_T
and she's not online. ahh O:oh look. 6 mins to the race.
lets all hope that michael kicks cry baby's butt
and no, i'm actually talking about fisi ^_^
12:49 pm
