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Thursday, June 28, 2007

Shadows and Regrets - Yellowcard

I'm back, back in town,
and everything has changed.
I feel, feel let down,
the faces stay the same.
I see, see shadows
of who we used to be.

When I drive, drive so slow
through this memory.

When we were only kids,
and we were best of friends,
And we hoped for the best,
and let go of the rest.

I heard, heard myself
say things I take back.
If I could, could re-tell,
and make these stories last.
I see, see shadows
of who we'll always be.

When I drive, drive these roads
that made our memories.

And we were only kids,
and we were best of friends,
And we hoped for the best,
and let go of the rest.
The shadows and regrets,
let go of the rest.

Everything has changed,
the faces stay the same.
Everythng has changed,
the faces stay the same.


When we were only kids,
and our time couldn't end,
And how tall did we stand,
with the world in our hands.

And we were only kids,
and we were best of friends,
And we hoped for the best,
and let go of the rest.
The shadows and regrets,
let go of the rest.
The shadows and regrets,
let go of the rest.




it's such a kickass song.
this alone is enough to make me want to buy the album.
msn me if you want this.
and trust me.
you will ;D



how i wish i could let go of the rest ):

9:03 pm

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Keeper - Yellowcard

I wanna love, I wanna leave
I Want You To Love Me
I want you To Leave me
I Wanna Stand Where I Can See
I’m Watching you Love Me
I’m Watching You Leavin Me Now

I Wish I Could Be Somebody Else
Wish I Could See You In Myself
Wish there Was Something Inside Me
Too Keep You Inside Me And
Say What You Really Feel
You Know I Need Something That’s Real
Wish there Was Something Inside Me
Too Keep You Inside Me

I Wanna Know If I Could Be
Someone too Turn Too
That Could Never Hurt You
But I Know What You Think Of Me
Yea, You Had Too Break Through
And Now I’m Just Bad News For You

I Wish I Could Be Somebody Else
Wish I Could See You In Myself
Wish there Was Something Inside Me
Too Keep You Inside Me And
Say What You Really Feel
You Know I Need Something That’s Real
Wish there Was Something Inside Me
Too Keep You Inside Me

I Should’ve Told You Everything
I Never Gave You Anything
I Should’ve Told You Everything
If I Could Give You Anything
You Know I’ll Tell You Anything

I Wish I Could Be Somebody Else
Wish I Could See You In Myself
Wish there Was Something Inside Me
Too Keep You Inside Me And
Say What You Really Feel
You Know I Need Something That’s Real
Wish there Was Something Inside Me
Too Keep You Inside Me

I Should’ve Told You Everything






off the new album paper walls.
says pretty much all i wanna say to her. x)
but i never had the balls to

ps. i hope you feel better mel =/

7:28 pm

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Fender '72 Telecaster Custom



sweet. ;D

1:56 am

Tuesday, June 19, 2007


damage report.
well, i feel that i'm getting over her now.
the days aren't as sad anymore. not as draining, trying to continue.
ok. it's not like i'm not thinking about her anymore.
no. i'm still thinking about her. all the time. every single day.
she's always been a big part of my life, no matter what has happened between us, and i can't not think about her.
i won't be naming any names, since i think she still comes here, however rarely she does. =/
things have been worse. at least she's talking to me now. sometimes
i hope that i didn't say or do anything that would just make things worse.
i'm not that articulate after all.
i mean, i try to be. but when it all comes down, i'm really just a mess with words.
it's hard for me to express myself.
and usually when i try to say the right things, the adequate words come a few days too late.
ohwells. i dunno how to feel right now. things change so fast these days.
who knows. maybe 10 days from now she'll not talk to me at all.
we'll see how things go.
hopefully i won't have to do anything stupid ):

12:21 am

Friday, June 15, 2007





HAYLEY'S A FANGIRL.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
i'm loving paramore more and more ;x

9:52 pm

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Disenchanted - My Chemical Romance

Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene.

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show 'em what we all mean.

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter long after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

So go, go away, just go, run away.
But where did you run to? And where did you hide?
Go find another way, price you pay

Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya, come on

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

At all, at all, at all, at all




k i have posted this song before
but whatever.
i'm still super sad. and this song reflects how i feel right now.
i dunno how long this will last. ):

9:26 pm

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

sentosa.






shameless camwhores ;x








chasoba! ;D

10:53 pm

Saturday, June 09, 2007

the good times...










11:40 pm


Born For This - Paramore

Oh no I just keep on falling
(Back to the same old…)
Where’s hope when misery comes crawling?
(Oh my way, Ay…)
With your faith you’ll trigger a landslide
(victory)
Kill off this common sense of mind

It takes acquired minds to taste, to taste, to taste this wine
You can’t down it with your eyes
So we don’t need the headlines
We don’t need the headlines
We just want…

Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?
Everybody live like it’s the last day you will ever see
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?

Right now you’re the only reason
(I’m not letting go, oh…)
Time out if everyone’s worth pleasing
(Well ha-ha!)
You’ll trigger a landslide
Born For This Lyrics
(Victory)
to kill off their finite state of mind

It takes acquired minds to taste, to taste, to taste this wine
You can’t down it with your eyes
So we don’t need the headlines
No, we don’t want your headlines
We just want…

Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?
Everybody live like it’s the last day you will ever see
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?

Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure?
[repeat x2]

Alright, so you think you’re ready?
Ok, then you say this with me
Go!
We were born for this
We were born for this
Alright, so you think you’re ready?
OK, then you say this with me
Go!
We were born for this
We were born for this
We were born for this
We were born for this

We were born for
We were born for

Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure?
Everybody live like it’s the last day you will ever see
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure now?

Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure?
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure?

We were born for this
We were born for this
We were born for this




it's getting better.
but not by much ):

1:00 pm

Friday, June 08, 2007


why do i continue.
new guitar, new amp.
doesn't make a difference.
doesn't make me happy like i used to be.
doesn't heal me.
doesn't give me a reason.
doesn't...

1:41 am

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Light Up The Sky - Yellowcard

Your making a choice to live like this,
And all of the noise,
I Am Silence.
We already know how it ends tonight,
You run in the dark through a firefight.
And I would explode just to save your life,
Yeh I would explode.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.
Let me light up the sky.

I can't find a wall to pin this to,
Their all coming down since i've found you.
I just wanna be where you are tonight.
I run in the dark looking for some light,
And how will we know if we just don't try,
We won't ever know.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me make this mine,
I'll ignite for you.

Let me light up the sky,
Just for you tonight.
Let me help you fly,
Cause you won't have time.
Cover your eyes,
Get your disguise,
They won't ask you why,
They just watch you die.

And it's still so hard to be who you are,
So you play this part,
The show goes on.
You've come this far with a broken heart,
Yeh you've come this far,
And you've broken.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.
Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me make this mine,
I'll ignite for you,
I'll ignite for you.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.

And it's still so hard to be who you are,
But you've come this far with a broken heart.
And it's still so hard to be who you are,
But you've come this far with a broken...

Let me light up the sky,
Let me light up the sky.







she still doesn't know how much i love her.
but whose fault is that eh? stupid aaron. -.-
):
kill me now. can't fucking sleep.

3:13 am

Wednesday, June 06, 2007


i walk alone. i thought i wasn't, but i sorely misjudged.
actions misinterpreted.
words misunderstood.
and now i'm left to ponder
what would have been.
what could have been.
what should have been.
you are such a fucking tease.
but i guess i brought it all on myself.
now i'm too tired to keep on playing.
i need a cause, an objective, a reason to continue.
and without one,

god knows what will happen.

7:59 pm

Tuesday, June 05, 2007


i thought it would be better today.
how wrong i was.
):

10:15 pm



i'm depressed. ):
i wonder why i let myself go in so deep.
x)
*turns emo mode on*


she won't see this

1:30 am

Monday, June 04, 2007

Up and Up - Relient K

Yesterday
Is not quite what it could've been
As were most of all the days before
But I swear today
With every breath I'm breathing in
I'll be trying to make it so much more

Cause it seems I get so hung up on
The history and what's gone wrong
And the hope of a new day
Is sometimes hard to see (what you see)
And though I'm finally catching onto it
And now the past is just a conduit
And the light there at the end is
Where I'll be

Cause I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
And I haven't given up
Given up on what
I know I'm capable of
And I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
Yeah there's nothing left to prove
Cause I'm just trying to be
A better version of me
For you
A better version of me
For you

To be prosperous
Would not require much of me
You see contentment is the one thing
It entails
To be content with where I am
And getting where I need to be
I'm moving past the past
Where I have failed

But I'm finally catching onto it
And now the past is just a conduit
Right there at the end
Is where I'll be
Oh

Cause I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
And I haven't given up
Given up on what
What I've gained from love
And I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
Yeah there's nothing left to prove
Cause I'm just trying to be
A better version of me
For you
A better version of me
For you

You never cease
To supply me with
What I need
For a good life
So when I'm down
I'll hold my head up high
Cause you're the reason why

I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
And I haven't given up
Given up on what
What I've gained from love
And I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
Yeah there's nothing left to prove
Cause I'm just trying to be
A better version of me
For you
(Trying to be a better version of me for you)
Oh

10:45 pm

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