damage report.
well, i feel that i'm getting over her now.
the days aren't as sad anymore. not as draining, trying to continue.
ok. it's not like i'm not thinking about her anymore.
no. i'm still thinking about her. all the time. every single day.
she's always been a big part of my life, no matter what has happened between us, and i can't not think about her.
i won't be naming any names, since i think she still comes here, however rarely she does. =/
things have been worse. at least she's talking to me now.
sometimesi hope that i didn't say or do anything that would just make things worse.
i'm not that articulate after all.
i mean, i try to be. but when it all comes down, i'm really just a mess with words.
it's hard for me to express myself.
and usually when i try to say the right things, the adequate words come a few days too late.
ohwells. i dunno how to feel right now. things change so fast these days.
who knows. maybe 10 days from now she'll not talk to me at all.
we'll see how things go.
hopefully i won't have to do anything stupid ):
