your starless eyes remain;

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

100 ways to kill aar. and Sciennes. and whoever ;o

[1] NAME: aaron
[2] BIRTHDAY: 3 march 92
[3] SHOE SIZE: uk 9
[4] EYE COLOR: brown
[5] HAIR COLOR: during or after school ;o
[6] HITCHHIKED: uhh?
[7] DONE DRUGS: paracectamol ;o
[8] BEEN ON STAGE: of course
[10] BEEN DUMPED: not yet
[11] GOTTEN INTO AN ACCIDENT:unfortunately
[13] DYED YOUR HAIR: hmm. sarcastic me would say no so...
[14] CHOKED INFRONT OF SOMEONE: think so
[15] WENT TO SCHOOL IN YOUR PJ'S: well, during camp, thats all we had ;o
[16] GOTTEN DETENTION: was supposed to go but didnt XD
[17] LIKED SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT MADE YOU CRY: no. ):
[18] DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW: like? yeah x)
[19] DO THEY KNOW: you ask me i ask who ;o
[20] WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: things that make them the opposite sex. duhh
[22] COLD / HOT: cold (:
[23] BLACK / WHITE: black xD
[24] RAIN / SNOW: snow ftw~
[25] GIVE / RECEIVE: neither.
[26] WOOL / COTTON: cotton
[27] ROSE / DAISY: rose. cos they die real easy
[28] PRIVATE / PUBLIC SCHOOL: private. but no $$ leh. how?
[29] PLAIN / CHOCOLATE MILK: either. im ok with both. and with none =P
[30] HISTORY / SCIENCE: ww2 ftw XD
[31] MATH / ENGLISH: england! oops i mean engrish.
[32] SPRING / FALL: spring. cos fall means start of school year -.-
[33] ROCK / COUNTRY: punk rock
[34] PEPSI / COKE: sprite
[35] LOVE / LUST: love
[36] EAT / SLEEP: sleep! who wouldnt XD
--------------------------------FRIENDS--------------------------------
[37] WHO DO YOU SEE THE MOST: whatever x)
[38] WHO DO YOU WISH TO SEE MORE OFTEN: ...?
[39] WHO DO YOU E-MAIL THE MOST: i only reciece mail. XD
[40] WHO'S THE LOUDEST: sean. oops i thought it was who sounded the worst
[41] WHO'S THE SHYEST: chua is an antonym of shy.
[42] WHO ARE YOU JEALOUS OF: ryan key. stupid blondie gets the gibson les paul and sg -.-
[43] WHO GOTS THE BEST ROOM : soo. cos there's 50 cent and busted + a huge subwoofer
[44] WHO'S THE HORNIEST: do i need to say?
[45] WHO DO YOU TRUST THE MOST: trust only yourself. and your pillow.
[46] WHO KNOWS YOU THE BEST: ^
[47] WHO'S YOUR BEST FRIEND(s): ^
[48] WHO DO YOU HAVE SERIOUS TALKS WITH: im not serious. so no serious talks
[49] WHO GETS ALONG W/ YOUR PARENTS: uhh. gerald? LOL
[50] WHO HUGGED YOU THE MOST: pillow~
[51] WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST: define miss
[52] FOUGHT W/ YOU THE MOST: hmmm.
[53] WHO ARGUES W/ YOU THE MOST: isnt it like the same question as ^?
[54] FAVORITE FRIENDS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: next please.
[55] IS MOST LIKELY TO BECOME A MODEL: neither.
[56] HAVE KNOWN YOU THE LONGEST: church people i guess
[57] DO YOU KNOW MOST ABOUT: uhh. i guess its...
----------------------DO YOU LIKE TO:---------------------------------------
[58] GIVE HUGS: to who ;o
[59] GIVE BACK RUBS: nah. turns me on too much
[60] TAKE WALKS IN THE RAIN: play football counted?
[61] WATCH TV: espn.
[62] GO TO THE BEACH: abit sandy leh.
[63] DO HOMEWORK: yeah right
[64] PLAY IN THE SNOW: of course XD
[65] WORK OUT: hmmmmm
[66] TALK ON THE PHONE: no one wants to talk to me D:
[68] GO ONLINE: i dont go online. i AM online (:
[69] BE LOVED: not too hardcore pl0x
[70] DO WEIRD / FREAKY THINGS: kinky can?
[71] BE WILD: do i need to go topless? no? good (:

--------------------HAVE YOU EVER:----------------------------------
[72] BEEN TO A CONCERT: even performed in one. woo~
[73] BEEN OUT OF STATE: like duhhh.
[74] GONE SKINNY DIPPING? no chance ):
[75] RAN ROUND NAKED: nice try
[76] BROKEN A BONE: 4th lumbra vertabre in teh spine. -.-
[77] CHEATED ON A TEST: yes. ^_^
[78] RAN A MARATHON: 2.4 can?
[79] MET A FAMOUS PERSON: yes my dad is famous. and so is becky's dad -.-
[80] BOUGHT SOMETHING AND SOLD IT: i didnt buy it. but i sold it. hehe
[81] STOLE FROM SOMEWHERE: someone. not somewhere x)
[82] STALKED SOMEONE: ask ***** ;o
---------------------------YOUR LOVE LIFE:----------------------------------
[84] IF YOU WERE TO GO OUT WITH ANYONE, WHO?: LEMME THINK.
[85] HAVE YOU EVER HAD AN ONLINE RELATIONSHIP?: still thinking
[86] LONGEST RELATIONSHIP: i need time to think
[87] LAST PERSON YOU KISSED: my pillow (:
---------------------------EXTRA EXTRA:---------------------------------------
[88] BAD HABITS: habits are bad meh?
[89] MAKES YOU MAD: bitches
[90] SCARIEST THINGS: THE SCENE in hard candy~
[91] WHERE ARE YOU: living/dining/tv/couch/whatever/o_O room
[92] ARE YOU WEARING ANY JEWELLERY: ...
[93] LAST TIME YOU SHOWERED? just showered =P
[94] WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR PANTS: black
[95] WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?: STARS ARE BLIND. WOOOOOO
[96] LAST THING YOU SAID: bye. had a conference just now -.-
[97] COMPUTER DESK IS MADE OF: wood + glass
[98] LAST THING YOU ATE: forgot. too long ago x)
[99] WHAT YOU REALLY WANNA DO RIGHT NOW: chiong 8x at s1 hs
[100] WHAT COLOR OF CRAYON WOULD YOU WANNA BE: whiteboard marker pl0x

~~11:12 pm~~

Friday, August 18, 2006

where are you 2007

woo. the new ronaldinho r10s for nike's 2007 range!
im so gonna get these... haha.
ok lah im not going to.
cos the new white/black air legends will be coming out too.
i think they look nicer. hehe.

~~7:24 pm~~

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

rough draft - yellowcard

Like a Saturday night I'll be gone
Like a Saturday night I'll be gone
before you knew that I was there

So you wrote it down
I'm supposed to care
Even though it's never there
Sorry if I'm not prepared
Is it hard to see the things you substitute
For me and all my thoughts of you
It's eating me alive to leave you

Maybe it's childish and maybe it's wrong
But so is your blank stare in lieu of this song
Maybe it's childish and maybe it's wrong

Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song

I'm breathing in your skin tonight
Quiet is my loudest cry
Wouldn't wanna wake the eyes that make me melt inside
And if it's healthier to leave you be
may a sickness come and set me free
Kill me while I still believe that you were meant for me

I'm finding my own words, my own little stage
my own epic drama, my own scripted page
I'll send you the rough draft, I'll seal it with tears
Maybe you'll read it and I'll reappear
From the start it was shaky and the characters rash,
A nice setting for heartache where emotions come last
All I have deep inside, to overcome this desire
are friendly intentions and fair-weather smiles

And I don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
you're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song

Like Saturday night I'll be gone
Like Saturday night I'll be gone
Like Saturday night I'll be gone
Like Saturday night I'll be gone before you knew that I was there

~~4:04 pm~~

Friday, August 11, 2006

spidey 2. woo

ok this is like the 6th time i've got tagged to do this so... -.-

Instructions:1.Mention the gender of your perfect partner
2.Come up with eight different points of your perfect partner.
3.Tag eight other victims to join this game
4.Lastly, most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

gender target. female pl0x.
i mean, how fun can it get with a guy when you dont have an adapter ;o

1. smart. wheres the fun in talking to someone who knows nuts?
2. isnt addicted to durians. cos i hate em x) and i just happen to see them on my dining table. ahhhhh.
3. strong will. cos dominatrixes are always nice =p
4. tolerant. whats the point of being in a relationship when your partner cant tolerate you? and vice versa. ok im not speaking from experience here but... (:

ah fuck my phone hanged -.-
and now it wont stop vibrating. ooooo.

5. easy to get along with. its cheesy, but hey. id rather share my life with someone im comfortable with than with some fake breasts and botoxed-face nutcase. its not all about the outside ;o though it generally is D:
6. kind. like duh ;o someone who would be kind enough to help me finish my food ;D cos i cant eat too much whahaha.
7. open-minded. cos gays should be allowed in sg! [yeah right]
8. has good taste in music. cos i dont wanna insult her while listening to her iPod when mine goes dead. oh wait. her's will go dead too ~_~

im in a lazy mood now. so i wont bother thinking of 8 people who havent already done this s***
then again, no one reads this blog anyway. D:

~~8:37 pm~~

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

gifts and curses

rwar. i should not be here right now. but who cares.
this time last year, i heard zhiyang sing some FIR songs.
this time last year, i was in sec 1.
this time last year, we lost to sa in the semi-finals. (we lost again. but this time to acsi -.-)
this time last year, i still passed my maths.
this time last year, this is how i felt
unfortunately, i still feel this way. only now its not some stupid overrated local drama that comes after that event-that-shall-not-be-named, but its SI! ok even though viewership is down 30%, do i care? im gonna watch every single episode until paul gets booted out. why? i wanna prove my theory. his singing is as tempremental as a girl having PMS x) one week its good, the next week its cowdung.
why???
bad hair day?
but then again random hair is emo isnt it?

anyway. i just learnt even more yellowcard songs! the solos of only one, ocean avenue, empty apartment and some parts of believe. if only they had yellowcard as a subject for o levels. i could ditch maths.

as for chinese, i could ditch that for electric guitar (:

btw, khooman cant read! then again, hes the bloody maths teacher. maybe all he knows is y = x2
or is it a2 + b2 = c2?

and. the next paragraph is devoted to the chicken monster. THE chicken monster. the big fat fugly retarded spasticly cute and blind chicken monster that chased chua a grand total of 2 time(s) through bugis last wednesday. and this is what i have to say about it.
ok i dont have anything to say. its just that chua forced me to post this.
like why?
one of life's unanswerable questions.
or is he just being emo-istical ;o

~~2:49 pm~~

Sunday, August 06, 2006

the lake house made of ~~soft~~ hard candy

rwar. this shall be an attempt to bring back the good old days of this blog. i hope.
i will start bringing back all the long, useful rants about life that i had been doing all last year, instead of all these short, redundant posts in 2006 x)

why am i doing this? well, im bored, i havent washed my hair, its the weekends, and good changes to bad almost as often as paul twohill's singing ;D
ok its actually because i have two essays to do, so i wanna get into the mood >:]

so its the weekends. and i have watched 2 movies so far. and i shall bore you with what i feel about them. you better get some starbucks to keep you company.

about the good and bad, lets talk about saturday. morning was good. why? my hard candy download finished (: i started it on thursday, so its very fast. bad - i went throning in u3. started with 27% and ended with 27% after 2 hours. -.-
good - managed to level at night. finally ;D got to watch hard candy too, so double plus ;o
ohh and watched jay leno too. so wee~~

hard candy was intense. it was shot perfectly. good camera moves, and the actors were just great! the movie was basically just ellen page and the other guy, so they really made it work. i mean. ellen page is really good! you cant see it from xmen3, but shes really versitile. she can do cute little girls, or sophisticated lil bitches ;o

next up is the lake house. ok it wasnt as good as i thought it would be. and it would have ended better if he had died ;o
ok call me sadistic, but hey. that would be good drama!
and i'd like to think im mature enough to handle death in movies. wow thats so scary -.-

btw yellowcard > *

~~5:10 pm~~

Friday, August 04, 2006

i am 42% emo ;o

[x] You hate the world.
[x] You hate society.
[ ] You think vampires are cool.
[ ] You write poetry.
[x] You have black hair/dyed your hair black once. (dyed it black! ;D)
[ ] You wear/have worn black eyeliner.
[ ] You write poetry that's not for school.
[ ] You are freakishly obsessed with darkness.
[ ] You think love is a waste of time.
[x] You've given up on the world.

Total = 4

[ ] You've shopped at Hot Topic.
[ ] You've spent over $100 at Hot Topic.
[ ] You wear more bracelets than a Russian...
[ ] You own a dog collar, that's not for your dog
[ ] You're extremely pale.
[ ] You are a member of a poetry site.
[x] Your screen name has been an oxymoron.
[ ] you are an aethiest or agnostic
[ ] You don't believe in god.
[ ] Your screen name has/had X's in it.

Total = 1

[ ] You have been referred to as scary.
[ ] You have been referred to as demented.
[x] You have been referred to as weird.
[x] You have been known to hate teachers.
[x] You have been known to cause trouble.
[x] Your hair has been dyed a color that was not
natural.
[x] You have/or had at least one photoshopped
picture on myspace. (friendster can??)
[x] You think pictures look better in greyscale or
sepia tone.
[x] You have been referred to as evil.
[ ] You are scared of yourself sometimes.

Total = 7

[x] Suicide has crossed your mind
[x] you have screamed before -
[x] You use big words that no one has ever heard
before on occasion.
[ ] you've seen The Exorcist.
[ ] You liked The Exorcist.
[ ] You've seen Saw.
[ ] You liked Saw.
[ ] You've done voodoo.
[ ] You hate sports.
[ ] You dress up as the most morbid thing
posssible on Halloween.

Total = 3

[ ] Halloween is one of your favorite holidays.
[x] You have a strange liking for fire.
[x] You have only a couple of actual friends.
[ ] You're not afraid of spiders.
[ ] You have had a conversation about how you
want to die.
[ ] You've painted your nails black
[x] One or more of your myspace pics has/had
writing on them.
[x] You have had the word "...." in your display
name.
[x] You love art.
[x] You like art with negative meanings

Total = 6

Now add up your total and multiply by two.
Repost with your score saying I am *score* %
emo

~~8:00 pm~~

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

hard candy

roar.

just got back from bugis.
ok i got back at like 5pm
but whatever.
still as shack as then.

went there with soo, chua, gerald, zihao and some spastic guy wearing a loser cap ;o
oh and sean.
anyway. we bought chua a bag. for his birthday.
kinda late for it though. -.-

anyway im _trying_ to do my promotional poster now.
and yes, im listening to yellowcard ;o
like duh x)

ok actually im browsing blogskins now.
found some nice ones. might consider changing soon.
ohh and i wanna watch hard candy!
and click.

and i havent watched pirates yet -.-

roar.

~~7:46 pm~~

could not connect to Blogger.com

the time is 9am.
and i kinda just woke up.
ok i woke up just now at 5am but thats not counted.
timothy chua is now sitting beside me, on his friendster.
and no. we're not brothers ;o
he's very early, actually.

anyway. slept at 3am this morning.
still hangover from all the pepsi gold last night.
rwar.

and im bored. x)
blog later. chua has problems with my com ;o
emo loser D:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA (no this is not a real laugh -.-)

~~9:01 am~~