your starless eyes remain;

Saturday, September 30, 2006

barca, barca!

ok. i shall make some time to update you on my fm career ^_^
it is 27th september 2007. i left my job at leeds for the vacant barcalona manager seat. but after winning the epl, ucl and fa cup and setting a new goals scored/goal difference/points record for a season. oh and the record score for a home/away match D:
now, it's 4 games into the season. my barca team is currently in 8th position:
played 4, won 2, drew 1, lost 1, goals for 19, goals against 1, goal diff 18, points 7.
lalala
again, i set the record for a league home game (13-0), with ronaldinho, v. persie both netting hat-tricks D:
it was against villarreal.
and then i went to draw and lose the next two games, without scoring any goals -.-
anyway. qualified for the ucl (finished 4th last season, rijkaard got sacked lol) and have 2 wins from 2 games in a group of us, olympiakos, fc bayern and wisla.
woooo.
the game against league leaders valencia is up next. winwinwin!!!

oh and fyi, the leeds that i left sold all its stars and is now 17th in the epl -.-
they dont learn do they

~~8:12 pm~~

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

holding up forever. o.o

Level 1
( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) done weed
( ) kissed a member of the same sex
(x) drank alcohol
SO FAR: 1

Level 2
(x) been in love
( ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
SO FAR: 3

Level 3
( ) snuck out of a parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have themback
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone out on a blind date
SO FAR: 4

Level 4
( ) had a crush on an older person
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone/something die
SO FAR: 5

Level 5
(x) had/have a crush on one of your FRIENDSTER friends [well she is my friend on friendster O:]
(x) been to Paris
( ) een to Spain
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown out for drinking
SO FAR: 8

Level 6
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace
( ) been mosh pitting
SO FAR: 9

Level 7
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken pain killers
(x) love/like someone right now
( ) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
SO FAR: 12

Level 8
( ) had a tea party
( ) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
( ) played dress up
SO FAR: 14

Level 9
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
SO FAR: 18

Level 10
( ) used a fake/someone else's ID
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
( ) killed a snake
SO FAR: 19

Level 11
(x) been tickled
(x) vandalized something
( ) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
( ) pet a reindeer
SO FAR: 22

Level 12
(x) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
( ) had detention [was supposed to go but...]
( ) been in a car/motorcycle accident
SO FAR: 23

Level 13
( ) had/have braces
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight
SO FAR: 24

Level 14
(x) hated the way you look
( ) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
SO FAR: 26

Level 15
( ) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the world
( ) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like you were dying
SO FAR: 29

Level 16
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
( ) recently coloured with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sang karaoke [woot D:]
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
SO FAR: 33

Level 17
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) kissed in the rain
SO FAR: 35

Level 18
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun set with someone you care/cared about [not yet ):]
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
SO FAR: 36

Level 19
( ) crashed a party
( ) traveled more than 5 days in a car full of people
(x) gone roller skating/ blading
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
SO FAR: 38

Level 20
( ) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed "penis" at a football game.
( ) swimming with dolphins
SO FAR: 38

Level 21
( ) got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer/ice cube
( ) kissed a fish
( ) worn the opposite sex clothes
(x) sat on a roof top
SO FAR: 39

Level 22
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 3 hours
(x) stayed up all night
SO FAR: 43

Level 23
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had/been in a tree house
(x) aren't scared to watch scary movies alone
SO FAR: 45

Level 25
(x) believe/believed in ghosts
( ) have/had more then 30 pairs of shoes [maybe. i think around 17-2x+ only =x]
( ) gone streaking
( ) been in jail
SO FAR: 46

~~1:51 pm~~

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's A Deathwish

pepsi gold.
its not enough to mask my sadness.
):

english paper tomorrow.
dinner now.
studio 60 later.
(:

~~7:44 pm~~

Friday, September 22, 2006

i'm bored. and my back is hurting again.

the AXE!

to play WELCOME TO THE BLACK PARADE

~~6:51 pm~~

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Cancer - My Chemical Romance

Turn away,
If you could get me a drink
Of water cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
and bury me
in all my favorite colors,
my sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
cause the hardest part of this,
is leaving you.

Turn away,
cause I'm awful just to see
cause all my hair's abandoned all my body,
all my agony,
know that I will never marry,
My baby I'm just dying from the chemo
but counting down the days to go.

It just ain't living
And I just hope you know
that if you say,
good bye today,
I'd ask you to be true,
cause the hardest part of this,
is leaving you...

cause the hardest part of this,
is leaving you...

~~7:17 pm~~

Saturday, September 16, 2006

we'll carry on~

recently, over the course of the week, this writer has been influenced, in several different yet fundamentally identical ways, into being hung up or somewhat addicted to a few things. namely, reading fanfiction based on a game which is alien (see the pun? =/) to me, and THE BLACK PARADE.

and no, it's not some new drug that has 'crystal methed' USA overnight. it is unfortunate, too, that it is not some new pop culture craze that sprang from the kawaii lands of japan and taiwan.
it is, however, something of a huge amount of attraction. love it first sight? nah. its only addiction. (:
ok. i'm getting lazy now. i have just embarked on a new adventure, in the form of yes, yet another fanfic. sorry!

expect updates later in the day. i guess. =/

~~9:42 pm~~

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

mayfield

when one is feeling stressed, dying of one's hair has been proven scientifically to be theraputic. O:
yeah right.
so by that illogical logic, i must have been really stressed when the long holidays start. D:
anyway, my hair is black again. rejoice!
i was acting on impulse, and reached for my emercengy black hair dye.
ok, it wasn't so much impulse.
it was something called a miracle. like me actually willing to get a haircut =x
ok. i have to admit, i didn't use the standard amout of dye. i used like 1/4 of it, partly because i only needed to dye the tip of my hair since my hair has since grown and i didn't want to dye my already natural-almost-black hair black. and partly cos im vein (:

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when one is feeling stressed, writing a blog entry has been proven scientifically to be theraputic. O:
just finished all my history homework D:
and now im officially bored.
oh and if you didn't already know, this post has no meaning whatsoever. unless you want to read between the lines.

~~10:22 pm~~

Monday, September 11, 2006

wlm/msn -.-

In liew of the latest crisis involving my friends, their friends, and sometimes their mothers, with Windows Live Messenger/MSN, I shall be a kind soul and give some pointers on how to counter this increasingly irritating problem. *phew* its hard to string together such a long sentence! ahh

anyway, add these 2 lines to C:\WINDOWS\system32\drivers\etc\hosts file and you ll be able to sign in
65.54.239.80 messenger.hotmail.com
65.54.239.80 dp.msnmessenger.skadns.net

now, lets all sign in and play BEJEWELLED O:

~~10:46 pm~~

Sunday, September 10, 2006

a9.com

1. full name: aaron. that's all you'll get (:
2. Name backwards: noraa. omg its a girl's name x)
3. Were you named after someone?: nope
4. Meaning of name: wait lemme go find the thing. ok there.
5. Nickname: dunno. o.o
6. Screen name: all the stars and boulevards;
7. D.O.B: 3rd march 1992! remember this yes? (:
8. Place of birth: san francisco, california! UCSF ftw~ damn i still have the UCSF teddy bear =x
9. Nationality: us citizen
10. Current location: somewhere in my living room
11. Star sign: pisces
12. Religion: christian; presbyterian
13. Height: 17x (:
14. Weight: nice try. XD
15. Shoe size: uk 8half/9!
16. Hair color: now? red =x
17. Eye color: really dark brown? D:
18. Who do you look like: number 14 of this shitty football team called ******
nah jk they're not ****** its actually Cashew O:
19. Innie or outtie: huh? o.o
20. Lefty or righty: righty :D
21. Gay, straight, bi or others: straight. though being bi is more logical =/
22. Best friends: hmmm.
23. Best friends you trust most: trust no one. except your pillow.
24. Favourite pals: isn't it the same as best friends?
25. Best friend of opposite sex: dunno if we're best friends but... x)
26. Best buddies: o.o
27. Boyfriend or girlfriend: girlfriend. but where did she go O:
28. Crush: yes. i crushed a coke can when i was 9
29. Parents: sleeping/in china ~.~
30. Worst Enemy: hmm. anyone who pisses off soo. yes, im protective XD
31. Favourite online guy: slateford. i heard he's always online O:
oh and Nyuka. and JD. XD and Mel. but she's a girl ): but trish isnt counted cos she's rl friend O:
32. Favourite online girl: ^
33. Craziest friend: wong zihao
34. Advice friend: ^ [LOL]
35. Loudest friend: SS [is he even a friend? o.o]
36. Person you cry with: pillow.
37. Any sisters: no
38. Any brothers: ^
39. Any pets: ^
40. Any disease: ^
41. Pager: eh no? dude, get a life! handphone can?
42. Personal phone line: the fax line. hehe
43. Cell phone: motorola l6. suck it bitch~
44. Lava lamp: ???
45. Pool or hot tub: pool. cos the tub is too small for double occupancy XD
46. A car: toyota camry pl0x
47. Your personality: hmm. emo sometimes, lame at others, rhythem guitarists. [lazy to do the super fast solo riffs -.-]
48. Driving: cruise control~
49. Room: i dont even use it can?
50. What's missing: a solution to solve all the problems.
51. School: sciennes, nyps, sji
52. Bed: single
53. Relationship with parents: dunno =x
54. Believe in yourself: only if it involves something called a guitar.
55. Believe in love at first sight: nah, but who cares. as long as there's love O:
56. Good listener: i can be if she wants me to be x)
57. Get along well with parents: o.o
58. Save email convos: gmail. no need to save (:
59. Pray: previously, yes. now? maybe ):
60. Believe in reincarnation: nah. i'd prefer to live life once. cant deal with another shot at the big O levels -.-
61. Make fun of people: sarcasm (:
62. Like to talk on the phone: no one calls me O:
63. Want to get married: maybe
64. Like to drive: hell yes.
65. Motion Sickness: the what?
66. Eat stem of broccoli: no
67. Eat chicken with fork?: no. like wth how to eat with a fork
68. Dream in colour: if the dream is good >:]
69. Type with your fingers on home role: huh?
70. Sleep with stuff toys: pillow pl0x
71. Next to you: handphone + remote + gold medal [dunno why its here] + wallet + iPod + mouse + pillow <3
72. On the walls of your room: nothing. but there are posters on my door O:
73. On your mousepad? no mousepad. lazer mouse (:
74. Dream car: ^^^^^ to the car question
75. Dream date: anywhere; with her <3
76. Dream honeymoon spot: ^
77. Dream husband or wife: wife. i dont see myself with a husband O:
78. Bedtime: varies. x.X
79. Under your bed: porn magazines i mean football boot boxes
80. Single most important question: hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii? nvm inside joke =P
81. Bad time of the day: when shes not online O: like now XD
82. Your worst fear: rejection. and dying today. i'd rather die tomorrow.
83. The weather is: who cares
84. Time: 18:46 where is my guitar ahhhhhh
85. Date: 10th september 2006
86. Best trick did on someone: ole'd him (:
87. Theme song: stars and boulevards by augustana (:
88. Hardest thing about growing up: not being able to get into clubs ):
89. Funniest experience: her story. baNaNa ftw~
90. Scariest experience: learning that i cant play football anymore. not that i do anyway
91. Silliest thing you have ever said: hmm. forgot =x
92. Most desperate and funniest thing i have done to get the opposite sex: didnt get her so i cant say =x
93. Scariest thing while you are with your friends: watching hard candy. ok i wasnt with my friends O:
94. Worst feeling: alone~
95. Best feeling in the world: being loved XD

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Name 3 schools you went: sciennes, nyps, sji Name 3 things in your purse/wallet: ezlink, money, condom Alan Smith Fan Club card (:
Name 3 things you always do when you are stressed: get irritated, hit teh com, sleep ^_^
Name 3 fav songs right now: stars and boulevards, wasteland, MakeDamnSure, gifts & curses, anything yellowcard~ [yes i know its more than 3 ):]
Name 3 favourite persons in life: pillow. her. her? o.o
Name 3 places you go on a daily basis: bed, toilet, infront of the computer (:
Name 3 things you like to do: get high. start crapping, play bejewelled XD
Name 3 people of the opposite sex that you have held hands with: no one ):
Name 3 favourite fruits: apple, pear, baNaNa XD
Name 3 career choices: lawyer, teacher, musician (:
Name 3 goals in 2006: who cares.
Name 3 plans for tomorrow: go to school, sleep in maths lesson, enjoy a chinese-free day.
Name 3 things that scare you: lack of guitar, broken guitar, pillow on teh floor ): ): ):
Name 3 of your essential needs: handphone, ipod, YELLOWCARD, her
Name three things you are wearing right now: garment above my waist, garments below my waist, specs O:
Name 3 unforgettable events still in your mind: sji-cjc concert, uhh nothing else =x
Name 3 things essential in relationship: trust, love, honesty.
Name 3 things you want to do before you leave this world: have fun >:] join sg idol, join superband, tell her how much i <3 her O:
Name 3 wines: vodka, vodka, vodka [gosh vodka is so cool to spell. VODKA XD]
Lied to the person you love most: my mother. ):
Bluff a person you don't like/love him when you do? think so. either to her or someone asking. =x
Been trapped in a lift: no
Violated the law: yes. BITE ME BITCH~
Been in jail? haha, no
Trapped in a room with only an opposite sex around? not sure if i was trapped, but yeah XD i wouldnt wanna leave anyway. oh wait. i did. couldnt stand it in there =x
Loved someone with your whole heart? yeah. <3
Name 3 people to do this quiz: i dont care

~~7:00 pm~~

Saturday, September 09, 2006

saturday...

the table read:
played - 4
won - 4
goals for - 9
goals against - 1
points - 12
position - 1st

whahahahaha. this saturday was alittle different. i didnt do the normal stuff, and i went for a change. and guess what it got me.
a gold medal!
hehe. now i can finally say i'm a gold medallist. ok i did have some gold trophies, but no medals x)

lol. out of the 9 goals scored, i had 4 assists (:
oh and i almost scored twice, but no luck lah. =x
but who cares. we won! and no, its not with the "good" Cashew team.
that one hopeless lah... ~.~
and just if your wondering. no. they would not have even won a game. thats just sad lah.

anyway, the holidays are ending soon. and i havent done anything academically. -.-
gonna die soon. sigh.

anyway, picture!

it read:
Christian Sports Club
Joshua Cup U-19 Soccer
Competition 2006
CHAMPIONS (:

what were you gonna say, NUMBER TEN?
kakakakakakakaka

~~8:51 pm~~

Stars and Boulevards by Augustana

Wait dear, a white horse is walking down my street here,
Your words are creeping at my feet
I fear, sunrise will come to soon and you'll disappear
Into the haze of this city and go south...

Look out, they're coming after us with big guns,
They're only gonne tell you all the bad things I've done
Even if they words they say aren't true they've won,
Any I'm left here dyin in the sun

Oh...seems like I'm always on my own,
Seems like I'm never coming home
Seems like I'm always on my own...
All the stars and boulevards aren't close enough for you...

Late nights, won't do me justice
Cause when I drink...I just get so damn depressed,
And its not like, I ain't trying to get over you.
It's just hard to look at the seasons, pass me over too...

Oh...seems like I'm always on my own,
Seems like I'm never coming home
Seems like I'm always on my own...
All the stars and boulevards ain't close enough for you...

One last phone call from you, it wouldn't hurt much,
Just like to hear your voice and pretend to touch,
Any inch of you that hasn't said it all or read it all or sung
My life away

~~12:09 am~~

Thursday, September 07, 2006

roar. o.o

1.Ever been given a ring?
yeah. i held chua's one when he was... doing something o:

2. Longest relationship?
hmmm. she cant remember. must have been bad eh? x)

3. Last gift you received?
uhh. i seriously cant remember. brain lag ahh

4. How many times have you dropped your cell?
the new one, only 2 times (:
but the old one. zz

5. Last sport you played?
futbol. (:

6. Things you spend a lot of money on?
football boots. hehe.
and uhh. archer spec stuff x)

7. Three things you ate last?
chicken, potatoes, rice
ok i lied. none of the above o:

8. First thing you notice about the opposite sex?
hmm. everything XD

9. One favorite song?
yellowcard~
and augustana o:
and taking back sunday whahahahaha.

10. Where do you live?
singapore ;D
somewhere called upp bukit timah?

11. Last relationship?
what do you want, names?

12. Cell phone service provider?
starhub

13. Favorite mall store?
uhh. heeren. lol
and cine~

14. Longest job held?
hmm. av helper to the synod. 3 days? XD
good pay leh. 15 hours and a free dinner. woo

15. Do you own a pair of dice?
monopoly ones

16. Do you prank call people?
they prank call me o:
or maybe they just called the wrong number

17. Last person who text messaged you?
trish o:

18. First FRIEND you'd call if you won a lottery?
i'd never buy a lottery ticket so...

19. Last time you attended church?
few sundays ago. yeah im being bad ):

20. Favorite fast food restaurant?
McDonalds
oh and Quick in france o:

21. Last incoming call?
overseas, 4.23pm x)

22. Last time you got drunk?
monday. at zihao's house
ok lah i wasnt as drunk as chua

23. Where's your favorite place to eat with friends?
toa payoh? and kap >:]

24. Can you cook?
maggee can?

25. What car do you drive?
teh toyota camry >:]

27. Last time you cried?
primary school. i think.

28. Most hated food?
vegetables. duhh

29. Thing you like most about yourself?
my... sarcasm? o.o

30. Things you hate most about yourself?
my... red hair.
its too short dammit

31. Last time you had an argument?
hmm. flaming some noob in nP counted? x)

33. Favorite Movie?
alot. matrix revolutions =p
ok old.
auqamarine?
we don't smoke' XD

34. Name all the races of the people that you've
been with?
every single race. yeah ^_^
i've been around the block.
kakakakakaka

35. Last movie rented?
something from blockbuster. in 1998 or something. lol

36. Favorite alcoholic drink?
the one zihao made for me. woohooooooo

37. Favorite perfume?
deoderent pl0x

38. What are you thinking at the moment?
where is she...
you know.
my mother?
XD

ok. randomness has taken over this guy. ahhhh.
paul's out.
should i be happy or sad?

~~10:12 pm~~

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

cry...

awww. someone got owned today. and no, i don't mean johnathan leong o:
he was owning anyway, so it can't be him XD
anyway i feel for him. he had to leave halfway just to 'save face'
kakakakakaka

not like it was any different after he left. and by him leaving i meant him not playing. =P
seriously, it was somewhere along the lines of 64 - 15 or something.
i mean, this is what i call backlash. the people on the bench were not happy at all, so out comes the 64 to own the 15 (:
someone's gonna lose his place if this keeps up. XD

oh well. didn't hear him say anything else, cept 'bye' when they were leaving. LOL.
considering that he had SO MUCH to say in the beginning, and in general. WOO. THE WORLD HAS TO THANK US MAN~
for shutting up the lame asshole (:
number 10 sia!~

btw, his claim of scoring 15 goals? yeah right -.-
at most only like 3. whahahahahahahaha.

fyi, i scored 20 maybe? ok it was double digits. 15+ i bet (:

yeah. no one believes me -.-
and apparantly he's 'a better player' than me.
right soo? o.o
seriously, i vindicated all my critics. (do i even have any)
the thing is none of them were there -.-
oh well. next time (:

back to SI~
gogogogogo

btw. number 5. got owned too (:

~~8:43 pm~~

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Zinedine Zidane: If you want my shirt so much I'll give it to you afterwards.
Marco Materazzi: I'd prefer your sister~

kakakaka. so would i

~~10:58 pm~~

o.o

my desktop. SUCK IT BITCH~
[/randomness]

~~9:10 pm~~

Monday, September 04, 2006

teh l33t~

hehe. 1337 wor!
just crapping.
nothing better to do.
btw, i just got back from zihao's house.
woo. go there do project.
and transfer songs >:]
kakakakakakakakaka
btw my atk rtg, atk pow, def, abs and speed are way better now XD

~~8:02 pm~~

Friday, September 01, 2006

5-0 -.-

where art thou my witty, hilarious rhetorics? (yeah they're supposed to be funny)
today was lame, tiring and slack.
we had a match this afternoon, against reuben's team of slayers and blue-shirted guys. just to show their skill level, they lost to the SJI XI of malays + jeremy tan 5 to nothing.
today, they lost to us 5-0 too.
ok we're not as good as the malays. but still, 5-0. clean sheet (: somemore i started. -.-
oh well. no disrespect to them. they played well.
but whatever.
i need to start typing in sentences again.

teacher's day was ok lah. i had to perform 3 songs for the lower sec paedophlies and teachers of sji in the morning. perform only. at least he wasnt singing. if he was i wouldnt have turned up for school. and no, he isnt khooman o:

then after all that. nyps. ok only like 10 mins of it. then off to pia lan (:
i got my first 4 kills in dota that day. whahahahaha. i mean, im not pro, so what do you expect? anyway i got hung up on some nice songs lately. will share later.

btw, this post is supposed to be FUNNY

and presenting... the team of poser + not so poser + all the other players + me (:
ps. try clicking on the image. for all you retarded people out there.

and yes, i wasnt smiling. bite me >:]

~~8:22 pm~~