your starless eyes remain;

Friday, August 31, 2007

you can't stop the beat.

1. Is anyone mad at you?
- yes

2. When was your last kiss?
- haha. last night. =x

3. Who's the first person you'd call if you won the lottery?
- my mum. to ask if the lottery ticket i found on the table is actually her's. [she doesn't do those kinds of things though]

4. Do you have a fish tank in your house?
- nope

5. What is your ring tone?
- mcr songs (:

6. Do you delete people on MySpace when you're mad at them?
- no lol. unless they really piss me off i guess D:

7. What color is your pillowcase?
- which one? =/

8. Nearest green object?
- my foolscap pad has some green on it o:

9. What color shirt are you wearing?
- black. as usual XD

10. Who do you trust the most?
- trust no one. lalalala.

11. What color is your phone?
- blackkk

12. What's on your tv?
- the scv box? XD

13. Do you forgive people easily?
- i try to. :3

14. What did you do today?
- out~

15. Last person to IM you?
- shunta. LOL

16. Last person to comment you?
- calvin XD

17. Who do you text the most?
- i don't count :D

18. Could you find an umbrella in your house if you needed one?
- yes

19. Last song you heard?
- you can't stop the beat. hairspray lessthanthree~

20. Want any tattoos you dont have?
- nope

21. Are you wearing a belt?
- no. lol

23. Last text in your inbox?
- something about yawen telling us to stay at renaldo's

24. Last thing you broke?
- international boy's erhu XD [ok lah i didn't break it but almost lalala]

25. Do you smoke?
- nahh

26. Last present you received?
- no presents ): ok lah guitar lalala

27. Anything on you hurt?
- yes. on the inside too. but it's healing =/

28. Have you ever been to GoofyAuctions.com?
- no

29. Quote something:
- "Welcome to a world of insecurity and paralyzing self-doubt" - Seth Cohen! teh love (:

30. Ever do something really awful to someone?
- never! some people thought that i did though.. ;x

31. Last thing you ate?
- pepper lunch. like 5 hours ago. hungry! nvm i can perservere (:

32. Plans for tomorrow?
- tuition, band prac, out with (:

33. Anyone in the room with you?
- i'm all alone.

34. Miss anyone?
- yup.

35. Know someone that's lying to you?
- i can't be bovvered. =/

36. Walmart, Kmart, or Target?
- tesco! :D

37. How close did you ever come to getting a nose ring?
- very close indeed. [/sarcasm]

38. Anything you wish you were doing right now?
- yup. many things o:

39. Talking to anyone right now?
- shunta, zihao on msn. o:

40. Bought anything recently?
- i _almost_ bought that hat i saw at wisma. but international boy walk so fast, no time to enjoy the hat -.-

41. Whose birthday is next?
- *checks calendar* oh hai clifford ;D

42. Next time you plan on drinking?
- when i finally restock on milk.

43. Fondest memory of your childhood?
- many things. ;x

44. What are you compulsive about?
- guitar. and a few other things i'm too lazy to think of

45. Anything you'd change that happened in the last 2 weeks?
- so many things. ):

46. Markers or crayons?
- markers ftw

47. Where's your phone?
- good question.

~~11:44 pm~~

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

...omg

LOL!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING.
HELLO DEAR COUSIN!
XD
[shit i'm next ><]

~~11:34 pm~~

today's been funfunfun (:
it's really nice being with you. haha!
eh send me the pictures lahhh x)
nvm i can wait patiently.
i'm sure you're so busy [with me XD] that you have no time to transfer the pictures eh =p
well, you wanted a post about you. so here it is ^^
lalalalala~

~~11:26 pm~~

i'll be yours forever (:

~~1:23 am~~

Saturday, August 25, 2007

we're walking on by.

i'm lost again.
but god will provide.

been drowning my sorrows in guitar lately.
amp up to ~4ish. which is pretty loud already.
i needed some release.
been paying attention class alot lately. binomials are so easy :3
spent today finishing all my work.
*claps*
i've got a secret (:
but i'm not telling just yet. ahahaha.

i don't know what to do again.
i'm confused.
what if i finally do it,
i get the feeling it'll screw everything up between us, and i don't want that ):
rahhh another emo post.
sorry guys.
i need some baileys.

~~12:33 am~~

Thursday, August 23, 2007

she said i think i'll go to boston

bon jovi and mcr!
oh the love (:

oi you. don't be emo liao lah.
:D
self-abuse is bad bad bad.
volleyball abuse is equally appaling ):

~~2:18 am~~

Friday, August 17, 2007

Cupid's Chokehold - Gym Class Heroes

Ba ba da da
Ba ba da da
Ba ba da da
Ba ba da da
Ba ba da da

Take a look at my girlfriend
She's the only one I got (ba ba da da)
Not much of a girlfriend
I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da)

It's been some time since we last spoke
This is gonna sound like a bad joke
But momma I fell in love again
It's safe to say I have a new girlfriend

And I know it sounds so old
But cupid got me in a chokehold
And I'm afraid I might give in
Towels on the mat my white flag is wavin'

I mean she even cooks me pancakes
And Alka Seltzer when my tummy aches
If that ain't love then I don't know what love is

We even got a secret handshake
And she loves the music that my band makes
I know I'm young but if I had to choose her or the sun
I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun

(ba ba da da, ba ba da da)

Take a look at my girlfriend
She's the only one I got (ba ba da da)
Not much of a girlfriend
I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da)

Take a look at my girlfriend
She's the only one I got (ba ba da da)
Not much of a girlfriend
I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da)

It's been awhile since we talked last and I'm tryin' hard not to talk fast
But dad I'm finally thinkin' I may have found the one
Type of girl that will make you way proud of your son

And I know you heard the last song about the girls that didn't last long
But I promise this is on a whole new plane
I can tell by the way she says my name (ba ba da da)

I love it when she calls my phone
She even got her very own ringtone
If that ain't love then I don't know what love is (ba ba da da)

It's gonna be a long drive home but I know as soon as I arrive home
And I open the door take off my coat and throw my bag on the floor
She'll be back into my arms once more for sure

Take a look at my girlfriend
She's the only one I got (ba ba da da)
Not much of a girlfriend
I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da)

She's got a smile that would make the most senile
Annoying old man bite his tongue
I'm not done
She's got eyes comparable to sunrise
And it doesn't stop there
Man I swear
She's got porcelain skin of course she's a ten
And now she's even got her own song
But movin' on
She's got the cutest laugh I ever heard
And we can be on the phone for three hours
Not sayin' one word
And I would still cherish every moment
And when I start to build my future she's the main component
Call it dumb call it luck call it love or whatever you call it but
Everywhere I go I keep her picture in my wallet like here

Take a look at my girlfriend
She's the only one I got (ba ba da da)
Not much of a girlfriend
I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da)

Take a look at my girlfriend
She's the only one I got (ba ba da da)
Not much of a girlfriend
I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da)

today was fun. (:
and you're right beside me! HAHA!
coolio. lalala. D:

~~10:56 pm~~

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Thunder - Boys Like Girls

Today is a winding road
that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye
I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

i don't wanna ever love another.
you'll always be my thunder (:
ily.

~~7:59 pm~~

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Chemistry Of A Car Crash - Shiny Toy Guns

You're waking up
A part of me I've never known
And I've never felt
So invincible
What took you so far away?

You're lost for tonight again
That's what you wanted?
Your arms to your side again

Just take away the words I say
Cause I know
That you don't feel the same
Just go and say
What's in your head
And I won't try to stop you

You hold the rights I'll never own
And I've never felt
So alien
Don't tear us apart again

What is the use of it
We're ok, it's nothing
It's all chemistry of a car crash

And I won't try so you'll stay
This time
I won't try
And I won't change
This time I won't try
To stop you

this ♥ has broken.
it's time to move on?
maybe.

~~12:02 am~~

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

you have stolen my heart.

international boy.

hanky panky ;D

today was damn fun lah XD
will blog in detail later. ;p

~~11:37 pm~~

Monday, August 06, 2007

without you.

haven't done one of these in a while.

Name: aaron
Sisters: none
Brothers: none
Shoe size: 9
What are you wearing : t-shirt & shorts
Favorite Number: 18! ;D
Favorite Drink: baileys on the rocks with milk
Favorite Month: nov! jk it's actually march. ;x
Favorite Breakfast: anything really

***Have You Ever
Broken a bone: yes
Been on a boat: i steered/commodeered a boat too! haha
Came close to dying: yup.
Swam in the ocean: yes
Fallen asleep in school: who doesn't?
Broken someone’s heart: maybe
Cried when someone died: almost.
Fell off your chair: nope. haha ;D
Sat by the phone?: yes
Saved emails?: yes
Been cheated on: no
cheated on someone: i would never do that -.-
cheated on a test: of course. XD

What is-
Your room like? i don't care as long as i have my comfy bed (:
Whats right beside you?: guitar, phone, medication. x) yes i'm sick hoho
What is the last thing you ate?: mushrooms! they're nice weee~

—Ever Had—
Chicken pox: yeah
Sore throat: yesssssss T_T
Stitches: never had the luxury to have stitches o:
Broken nose: no

—Do You—
Like picnics? haha. as long as their with the right people (:
Like School? no. ):

—Questions—
Who was the last person you danced with: zihao! haha XD
Who makes you smile? her.

—Who—
Did you last yell at: myself ;x
Do you like yourself? yes/no

—Final Questions—
What are you listening to right now? 不能说的秘密 by jay chou ;x
Hated someone in your family? yeah
What car do you wish to have? BMW6! but not a lambo. XD
can you sing ? muahahahaha. i hope so
Diamond or pearl? pearl on my guitars. diamond on her finger (:
Indoors or outdoors: anything lah

—Today did you—
1. Talk to someone you like? yup
2. Who? not telling
3. Get sick? yes ):
4. Sing: yeah lol
5. Talked to an ex: no
6. Miss someone: yes T_T

—Last person who—
7. Was in your bed besides you: well she needed some comforting. so i'm not gonna say her name
8. Talked to on the phone? no one wants to call me T_T lol but i did lah. ;p
9. Made you cry? someone.
10. Went to the movies with? classmates. going again this wed woot :D :D
11. You went to the mall with: my mum LOL
12.Been to Europe: yeah
13. Been to Asia: i sure hope so
14.been to Russia: no
15.Been to the Bahamas: no
18. Been to Mexico: no
19. Been to Canada: no
20. Been to U.S.: yes. but i couldn't remember the last time. i was 2 months old remember ;x

—Random—
21. Do you like someone at the moment: yes. does it matter though? x)
22. What books are you reading right now? re-reading deathly hallows. don't ask why.
23. Best feeling in the world: being with the person you love. yes it's the best feeling ever. =/
24. Future kids names: no plans just yet. lol x)
25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: pillow ftw

~~10:03 pm~~

Saturday, August 04, 2007

Used To - Daughtry

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around.
You used to lean on me like
The only other choice was falling down.
You used to walk with me like
We had nowhere we needed to go,
Nice and slow, to no place in particular.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I used to reach for you when
I got lost along the way.
I used to listen.
You always had just the right thing to say.
I used to follow you.
Never really cared where we would go,
Fast or slow, to anywhere at all.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I look around me,
And I want you to be there
'Cause I miss the things that we shared.
Look around you.
It's empty, and you're sad
'Cause you miss the love that we had.

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around,
The only one around.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be? Yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be, yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be.

i love you.
but it doesn't matter anymore.
< / 3

~~12:55 pm~~

Friday, August 03, 2007

i'm heading south.

It's never been easy for me
To find words that go along with a melody
But this time there's actually something on my mind
So please forgive these few brief awkward lines
Since I met you my whole life has changed
It's not just the furniture you re-arranged
I was living in the past
But somehow you brought me back
and I havn't felt like this since before Frankie said relax
and now I know based on my track record
I may not seem like the safest bet
All I'm asking you is
Don't write me off just yet

For years I've been telling myself the same old story
That I'm happy to live off my so called formor glorys
But you've given me a reason
To take another chance
Now I need you inspite the fact
That you've killed all my plants
And now I know
That i've already blown more chances
Then anyone should ever get
All I'm asking you is
Don't write me off just yet
Don't write me off just yet

sigh. i'm getting emo again.
ok fine i won't say emo cos i don't have the fringe.
but.
ah life sucks.
it's either that, or i suck.
or it could actually be both. o:
i'm guessing it's both.
cos lets face it. life does suck.
and i suck too.
not at guitar, cos i am good at it.
hoho shameless plug.
but yeah. time for some self pity.
i have yet to do anything remotely close to expressing how i feel.
which sucks, to be perfectly honest.
the worst thing is, i've had so many chances to do something.
and i blew them all. wtf. x)
she might be reading this, i dunno.
i wonder how she feels. ><
maybe i should be gay.
guy feelings are so much easier to figure out. x.x

~~3:58 pm~~

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

socks.

What people ask on a cruise ship:

1) Why is it so windy outside
2) What do you do witht he ice sculptures after they melt?
3) Does the crew sleep on the ship?
4) Is this island completely surrounded by water?
5) Does the ship make its own electricity?
6) What time is the midnight buffet being served?

rwar. got my guitar setup by Beez! today. haha.
it's damn shiok now weeeeeeee.
jamjamjam tomorrow. ahahahahahahhahaha.
lol ok looks like i'm high.
but actually i'm not.
i'm just trying to make my blog post look more substantial through spamming of meaningless letters.
muahahahahahahhahahaha.
see? ;x
jamjamjamjamjam tomorrow.
hope we get to use the JVMs.
if so, i'd die a happy man. :D
[after one last phone call of course]

~~9:45 pm~~